Sunday, June 22, 2008
I will alway <3Armstrong althought I will seldom online.
Things donee,
- cuthair
-packbag
-cutnail (haven't)
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Name: Tan Yongchen Dillon (generated from http://www.goldinuniverse.com/)
Date: 6/21/2008
Colorgenics Number: 46210375
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It would appear that at this particular time of your life you are going through a tough time. You are feeling (or have recently felt) miserable and depressed and perhaps you are still feeling that way. Maybe all the trials and tribulations just aren't worth it. Your present anxieties could have been associated with either your 'private' or 'business' life - whatever ... what you really need at this time is to get away from it all, maybe a vacation - alone, or better still, perhaps with someone that you know really cares for you, someone who appreciates you - not for what you have but for who you are. A short vacation may be all you need to afford you the time to recover and to get back to your normal vital self.
You are very orderly, methodical and self sufficient. You demand and need the respect, recognition and understanding of all those who enter into your sphere on influence.
You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.
You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.
Matters are not all that they would appear to be and you are critical of the existing conditions which you feel are confused and disorganised. You are therefore looking for a modus operendi which will simplify the situation so that you will be able to see the 'trees in the woods'.
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What he say is really truth.. How he know.. ? I'm so speechless and shocked.. He read my mind..
And oops, I cry reading it, serious. -.- HAHA, AND ITS LIKE SO FUNNY. Lucky tell me feel harmony with, not the colours I like sia! If not, the outcome is so different! He say "You are a difficult person to relate to and very difficult to please." Waa, I so hengg.
"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around."
- Leo Buscaglia
我爱noEMO!
我爱Legendary!
我爱Godfather!
我爱Tuna!
我爱December!
我爱Suzaku!
我爱Valentine!
我爱x3Foreverz!
我爱Friedegg!
我爱sunshades!
我爱FateDestiny!
我爱SimpleDK!
我爱April!
我爱Endless!
我爱Panny!
我爱HereToKill!
我爱XiaoDex!
我爱XiaoStar!
我爱XiaoIce!
我爱XiaoK3r
我爱February!
我爱DarkCrusader!
我爱StupidBoii!
我爱PinkGeek!
我爱NarutO!
我爱xXsasukeXx!
我爱ICanHeal!
我爱DKaahdiix!
我爱Syndrome!
我爱Agenticon!
我爱agentturkey!
我爱xytec!
Omg, 我爱 alot people leh! Too much to be mention! They're my loved sia!
All my precious friends, and I treasure everyone of them.
I can't cling on anything as there isn't any rope for me to cling on.
*please don't assume its you when it's not; don't assume you know me well when you're not, really disgusted me alots.
I saw this, quite meaningful.
when we're moving on , can we not look back?
Currently at lan shop. Was so diao~
I swear I won't come Chinatown at night.
Just now went to cut hair at Melvin house there,
and went to eat at Rajar Inn. They cheat my money $_$
Got some funny incidents, lmao~
This uncle was standing there, in the middle of the spotlight,
and his face was like squeezed like, like a status.
And we went to Archade, and Elvin play that stupid Stacker.
He almost won a PSP!! LOL, he very unlucky lor,
left the last level to reach, in the end lose.
And on the bus to Chinatown,
I've a feeling I kana molested sia!
They was like chionging down the bus, and didn't sense my presense?
Keep touch here and there, squeeze and squeeze.
So ass laa, then when up the escalator,
I let this uncle go first, he stare at me for 5 bloody seconds!
And he say, "go, go first" *Pushing me*
I was like -.-x wtf, let him go first sia, this is how he treat me.
Somemore his eye so bloody big!!!!
Then go up the staircase, this bloody uncle scare me,
he was speaking teochew to himself.
I chuatio, pull Elvin and ran away.
Okayy, stop here, I'm so irritating!
2 more days to school reopen!
Qi dai, qi dai!
Thursday, June 19, 2008
My maple lvl 196 liao, gonna 200 soon.
Jiayous! I'm the 2nd in th server.
Woohooooo :)
watching my own footsteps.
Even though nothing can change the fact,
however, a brand new start is gonna start again!
Gambatte! :D
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Just chit-chat with my guild member in maple.
Was quite funny lah.
And now I have 3 maples to play -.-x
Sometimes don't even feel like playing.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Ate durian cake just now,
celebrating, they want me to start singing birthday song -.-
Because they say, dad zui teng ni.
Lols~ but eating fried chicken leh.
So yeahh, :P
My maple got rollback,
so damn pekchek lah dey.
Lucky I got very good maple friends,
most importantly, my guild members.
Jy, Armstrong, gambette!
*trying to pull melvin to play. *muahhaha =x
Sunday, June 15, 2008
HB, make me think of hyperbody in maple. Lolols.
I'm so bored, 1.54a.m right now.
And no one' gonna accompany me through the night.
Well, might as well go sleep.
But weirddd, start reading previous posts in my old blog,
which I haven't delete it yet lah?
Something is wrong with me.
I think I going fan chang ler.
With future sister-inlaw. lawls.
Alright, we went saukura eat,
and I don't know how much is the bill,
probably $300+?
Who cares siah, also not my family pay der.
Lols, say me pratical yeah.
Anyway, here goes.
Really buey ton siah,
I drank 4 bowls of sharkfinsoup,
and 1 bowl of cream of mushroom.
So laosai is unavoidable :(
Last but not least,
HAPPY FATHER DAY!
Thanks for doting me so much.
Tomorrow is your birthday,
hope you will enjoy :)
*Tomorrow got cake eat* muhahas =x
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
Damn pissed up lah. Zzz, then I found out it is made in China.
So, never buy China stuffs!
Humph, lazy go buy mouse siol.
Fuck lah, don't like using the pad.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Mom sold her car!
Which mean I've to go school all by myself!
Kachewwww. -.-
I hate taking bus during morning,
it's like so squeezy and very uncomfortable.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
when I did nothing? No, what's your problems now?
I've a problem with you now.
Zz, don't make me feel irritated.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
just woke up from sweet dreams.
I just wonder, wonder why I'm in luck yesterday,
to had two sweet dreams in a night.
Unforturnately, it will not last long.
However, just one night is enough,
twice is too much. >.<
Will be going for braces later!
Lucky got sis and niece pei me go,
after that go K-ster and sing k! OMG.
MUHAHAHHAHA,
alrighty, sign off.
Same old place, 148.
Melvin was so late lah? So we ate first.
As you can see below,
9 bowls of rices. (clear)
Darren, Elvin and me both had 3 bowls of rice.
We are so so so hungry lah dey?
First time felt so delicious siah.
x.x We had 5 main dishes. Owowow.
And the total payment is $21.70.
Quite worth it, but we're still hungry in the end.
LOLOL, we actually wanna eat more der,
but hmm, it's alright.
HAHAHxD
Monday, June 9, 2008
I postpone my dental appointment to wednesday 10.30a.m,
because I got no strength to move at all.
How stupid? It was suppose to be my appointment,
and I've to wait for walk-in during the morning,
comfirm need to wait 2-3hours de norh.
Hais, and that stupid Elvin, never call me to comfirm.
Make me slept like hog.
Yawniesx*
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Struggling through the night,
damn tired, hmm yup! Damn tired.
Yawnnns, don't know want go for Art anot.
Gary they all bo DNT? I don't know lah dey.
Call them bo listen one, so bo xim.
I wonder why I burn midnight oil when they didn't even go for school?
It's like, I'm working all alone again.
Elvin want to eat dinner tonight,
comfirm 148 again. Okay lah, later wake up then call you.
Yawnns, comfirm go ah? Comfirm with me the peoples going later.
Sms me or something. Buey ton liao.
Goodnight to me.
I've some fear and terror, an incomplete silence.
Fancy me thinking of so much things,
it all end up with destiny.
Perhaps I've been fooled by fate once again.
I'll not give in, neither do you, god.
Some ties are just unbreakable..
I scare later cannot wake up for dental appointment.
OMGZGHXGZ. I'll be a living zombie later on.
Rescuse meeee, darlinggg.
Just woke up.
I'm really afraid.
I also don't know why.
I've a feeling something will happened.
I think is a bad omen,
I'm not having a peace feeling.
Ow. Shit it.
Lets101 - Free Online Dating Network
See, don't believe is it?!
I told you capricorn is handsome/pretty.
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Hmm, ain't going to promise anything yet,
as I always broke my promises. Hee, hahs ;)
Actually this feeling is perfect, really seem without a flaw.
As in, everyone is leading their life normally,
my brothers and I, are still as joyful.
Sometimes still hangout.. sometimes still chat on phone.
But I still something is lacking, something so familiar.
I don't know what, but I just hate it.
So funny right, love and hate at the same time.
Don't care lah dey, will be going for braces next monday.
Monday:
Braces!
Tuesday:
Kbox? don't know.
Friday, June 6, 2008
So rather not play.
Was playing lan with Elvin, Darren, Melvin and Qiqi earlier.
Then we went to eat chicken rice.
Evidence:
And we went to play basketball later,
I mean they went, I was slacking :\
And on the bus, the little toddler made me laugh.
I don't know why, when he use his machine gun and make the stupid noise,
I'll start to laugh like siao.
I think he know that I'm laughing at him,
(and he seriously think he is damn cute),
and make more noises.
Was so fucked-up.
I guess his mom was also irritated by him, lol.
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Monday, June 2, 2008
Yawnn, it's hard to get up in th morning, especially when th sun is not up yet.
In th past, don't have to worry bout that,
now yes, cause INDEPENDENT mah. x)
I missed 3 lessons of Art, I hope Miss Goh will not scream when I reached.
Sian lah, I also don't wish to go.. go till so late der.
My game.. HOW?! :P
Game is my life siol, =.=
By gaining half on my holiday, Miss Goh,
mean you're killing me, my holiday is so ruined.
*sobbies* kill me instead.
Okay lah, was high in th morning; good,
or else later no energy draw like ahsiao.
Have been sleeping really very less these lately,
normally was 12 hours per day during holiday?
And now was.. 6-8 hours.
I just seem can't to get to sleep..
Too stress ler :P
Hmm, I feel like changing link again?
This time, whoever wants it get it from me.
Don't be such a retard for me to wait to tell you.
I won't do it, so get it from me.
Ohyah, just a piece of advice,
I seriously hope you can unfeatured me,
and delete all th pictures I'd once with you.
Don't be such a bhb, as I hate it.
Don't make me hate you, dude.
I don't wish to repeat. You know I mean it.
Thanks alot.
I don't mean anything rude.
Memories are no longer as valuable as a jade anymore.
It does not consist of bits of bits of mineral and craving laughing skills,
but broken of pieces of tears in nature.
My sentence sound really funny huh?
Idc lah deyy, trying to improve my meaningful sentence skills.
I hope it really sound something that I wanna it to be.
Asked by Doreen mei again.
1.What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
- um, rachel. SHE'S MY DAJIE LAH DEY.
2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- yah, especially when I'm damn annoyed.
3.What happened at 10.00 am today?
- still sleeping?
4.When did you last cry?
- hmm, yawn to cried? I forgot when.
5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- dislike it. ew.
6.What do you want in your life right now?
- umm, everything perfect?
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- not at all..
9.What bottom are you wearing now?
- um, short.
10.What does the nicest text in your inbox say?
- Lols.
11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- hmm, depend on how complicated she want.
12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- eh, no.
13.What was the last movie you caught?
- i rot at home leh, nv go out.
14.What areyou proud of?
- hmm, proud of myself lur. :P
15.What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- very long, lazy type..
16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
- hmmmmmmmmm.
17.Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
- lon?
18.What does your last received text message say?
- yah, handphone bo batt now.
20.Are you currently happy?
- hmm.
21.Who gives you best advices?
- their advice cannot be trustable.
22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-YES! :D
23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
-bo lang?
24.Is anything bugging you right now?
- yah, SinedMS mapler keep bug me.
25.What/ Who was the last thing/ person that made you laugh?
- bingrong retarted action.
26.Do you wear toe socks?
- no..
27.Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- bingrong.
28.Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- yeah.
29.What annoys you most in a person?
- their haolian attitude, their bhb-ness, their backstab skills.
30.Do you have a crush on anyone?
- got.
31.Have you ever done cocaine?
- no.
32.What is the colour of your room?
- white.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
- umm. tai jian ler bah?
34.Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
- what this mean?
35.Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
- brother?
36.Who was the last person to hug you?
- mom? :P
37.Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- bo..
38.Do you have a life?
- or else why i call them to get a life?
39.Have you ever thought someone died when they really didn't?
- guess. I really hope.
40.What is the reason behind your profile song?
- oh, it is nice mah.
41.Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?
- i forgot..
42.Last time you smiled?
- jus now.
43.Have you changed this year?
- i think so..
44.What are you listening to right now?
- tv sound?
45.Are you talking to someone when you're doing this?
- no.
46.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- open.. dun ask stupid question.
47.Is there a quote you live by?
- anything that end with dey!
48.Do you want someone you can't have?
- yes.
49.Have you ever played an instrument?
- nope.
50.What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
- .. not rape i afraid.
51.What were you doing last night at 11.00 pm?
- mapling?
52.Are you happy with your love life right now?
- dun have stead.
53.What song describes your love life?
- crushed
54.Do the person knows you like him/ her?
- no.
55.Who always makes you laugh?
- i laugh very easily. so doesn't really matter who.
56.Do you speak another language other than English?
- chinese, hokkien, teochew?
57.Are you blond?
- no.
58.What's your middle name?
- yongchen :x
59.What are you doing tomorrow?
- school maybe?
60.What do you think you are like?
- some idiotic idiot.
61.Who will you choose to die with?
- if really got one day.. family.
62.Where have you been today?
- whole day at home.
63.What game do you play often?
- computer?
64.Who are you missing right now?
- err.
65.you were to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?
- dun stress me.
66.What are you doing right now?
- doing this idiotic quiz.
67.Which primary school are you from?
- gan eng seng primary.
68.Name 3 colours that you like.
- green, orange, black.
69.What emotion do you like to show?
- cheerful?
70.What is life to you?
- meaningless.
71.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- just keep it inside..
72.Who did you last chat with in MSN today?
- hmm, one of th mapler call Kenny.
73.Who do you admire most?
- rockstars?
74.Which month are you born in?
- december baby!
75.How are you feeling right now?
- hungryyyy. i haven't eat.
76.What is the time now?
- 11.42p.m
77.Where are you now?
- home..
78.What colour did you use to dye your hair?
- dun dye.
79.Why are you doing this test?
- Doreen mei asked me to.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
- moody? sleep, or listen song.
81.At which age do you wish to get married?
-26++
82.Who is more important to you?
- ummm. family.
83.Do you think you have enough confidence?
- not now.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
- my family member lah dey.
85.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- see beforeeeeeee.
86.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- all my wishes come true?
87.What is your goal for this year?
- top 3 in class. =x even tho fail.
88.Do you believe in eternity love?
- no.
89.What feeling do you love most?
- alone.
90. Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
- yah, can't you feel it?
91.What feeling you hate the most?
- being leftout alone. i feel so helpless..
92.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- now, yes.
93.Do you believe in God?
- no.
94.Who cares for you the most?
- mom, she's always th best.
95.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- family.
96.What'll you bring when you fight?
- tears.
97.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- alots.
98.What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
- i rather died..
99.What if your stead two-timed you?
- I GIVE HER TWO TIGHT SLAP.
Instructions are basically the same. Required to tag 10 people into doing this.
But I'm lazyyyy, so sorry! Hahaha.
Friday, May 30, 2008
then I found it quite interesting, hence I do lur.
Have been doing survey for blogging these few days,
which is quite boring and quite lame -.-?
Going around people tagboard kpo their problem,
also become one of my hobbies now.
Other than that, sleep, slack and day-dream.
Anyway, here goessssss. :D
1.Who are you chatting with now?:
Just woke up, yawnn.
2. What you want the most now?:
SinnedMS gm quickly online, so i can play.
3. What's going to happen tomorrow?:
world end?
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?:
hmm yeahs, sometimes, when they dont't understand me.
5. When do you wish to die?:
true, when i dun wish to live anymore
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?:
saw before -.-
7. What impossible things you would wish to do?:
go into games.
8. Do you believe in eternal love?:
definitely no.
9. Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?:
idk.
10. What if your crush asked you out?:
shocked?
11. Describe your other half.:
hmm.
12. What feeling do you hate the most?:
backstabbed, tio dao-ed, tio rejected.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?:
right now, yessss :D
14. What're ya looking' forward to in the coming weeks?:
more of sleep? i've been sleeping less these few weeks. yawn.
15. The most important things in yer life.:
kinship.
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?:
idk..
17. Do you find life meaningless?:
i hope it's not.
18. What have you been searching for all this while?:
don't really have a aim..
19. List one thing that you're scared of.:
insects! :o
20. What's your greatest wish?:
no worries, no sadness.
21. Do you have lots of regrets?
yeahs.
Instructions : Remove 1 question from above and replace it with your own. Tag 8 people, list 'em out at the end of the post. Notify 'em in their chattbox that they've been tagged.
Aiyah, was suppose, to tag people and tell them de.
But I'm really lazy lur, and didn't have much friend to tag either.
So I decided not to tag..
If you feel like doing the survey too, feel free.
I'm asked by Doreen to do this quiz once again.
The 2nd time of this week ler.
Nevermind, shall do it again, since I'm bored.
Say me keesiao or whatever.
I
1) Do you wish to do this test?
- yes, i was pretty shocked being asked by doreen to do this.
2) Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend/girlfriend?
- ehs? depends?
3) Who is the person you trust most?
- still, darren.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
- yes! i believe nothing can withstand me. Wohoo.
5) How many pets do you have?
- 0?
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- No need believe lah dey! See before liao!
7) What is your goal this year?
- Pass N'level lur.
8) Do you believe in eternity love?
- Maybe?
9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
- how could i ever know.
10) What feeling do you love most?
- hmm, family loves.
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- lazy to explain, perhaps i expect too much.
12) Do you think you are irritating?
- yah..
13) Are you lame?
- damn..
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- kinship.
15) Do you love anime?
- NO
16) Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words?
- - no one tagged 5 words..
17) What have you done to please yourself?
- unspoken;
18) If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
- hmm..
19) Name one person you are madly in love with.
- can't say, it's a secret.
20) What do you wish for right now ?
- holiday quickly end, SO BORED AT HOME.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Well, partly blamed on, I really do not wish to go either.
That Gary and Darren also mean de lur,
never wake me up!
Gary called me once, Darren didn't even call!
Damn lur!! At least they should keep calling till I wake up,
and then give an answer,
"oh, I'm not going", right?!
Phewww, high blood pressure.
My Art supposingly can't make it now.
Was organizing zak batch, and it say server need to restart.
Cause it is really damn laggy tonight.
No one has any idea why it has been so laggy.
But, who cares. I hope after the server,
it won't lag, nor server crash.
Okay, gtg to shower now.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Went school for Art, and I never sleep for whole night.
And, slept 1 hour in Art class, cause really BTH.
Till now also haven't sleep. I try hold another night.
Morning went to find Darren and Gary to eat breakfast.
And Gary was rushing me there, making me damn ganchiong siah!
Then I almost knocked down by the car.
Jitao, chua tio. Then I reach ler..
guess what.. ?
He haven't reach -.-!
The conversation was like,
Before
Gary: Eh, where are you?
Dillon: Erm, on bus, reaching liao!
After
Dillon: Eh, you at Darren house ah? Or downstair?
Gary: I haven't reach. Going to reach.
Dillon: Diao lah you, then rush me for what!
Anyway, Miss Goh don't want to release me earlier at 3pm,
causing big rain to approached, and cannot go home with Gary and Darren.
But luckily, mom fetch me. Or else I sure kpkb.
Anyway was lame-ing with Hera! She keep sing, but quite nice.
So damn funny, I'm getting lame-r each day.
I damn dulan lur, it's like, sigh nevermind.
Anyway got back report book already,
whole class failed.
I was ranked 3rd in class, 47.8%
Supposingly, I should be honoured,
but a entire class that failed,
I don't see a need to feel honoured.
Okay, I need to train my maple now.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Need to ton till 8 go find Gary and Darren to eat and go school do art.
Hais, I'm alone now. Yesterday still got copydog accompany me.
Today he slept w/o switching off his lappy.
I lame with him so much than now I got orcher because laughed too much.
He scare me lah dey, he say got ghost behind me couple of times.
Then I foolishly go believe for couple of times, thought it was real.
And found out he's lying lay dey.
Most importantly, he's retarted, as in action.
I must say, damn retarted and funny.
He follow Maple F1-F7 expression.
Look damn funny.
I'm trying to master.
P/S: I look damn dumb; using webcam take.
Okay lah, I admit I damned lame.
But don't expect me to do nothing for 1-2 hours right!
Anyway;
F1
See ah. I'll master your moves one day.
I LOOK REALLY UNGLAM SIAH!!
F1 F2 F3 F4 F5 F6 F7 ?
Go suck your own stick lah dude!
Anyway, go hereeee.
http://benglish.kennysia.com/?add=http://www.stay-tune.blogspot.com/
Promised you'll laugh till peng.
Not a porn or virus website.
And.. don't blame me. YOU DAMN PIG!!
LMAO LAH, go guess who it is. F3
You piggy R.
Hah. Hope you luck with your.. girl ^^
I know who's his girl!
Want I say mah!? ROFL!
Later he kill me :\
Don't forget you promised me one thing eh.
You break, I go queenstown sec find you.
Anyway, if you saw this post, see this.
Now you lost!
BTW, is this lappy chio?!
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My sister claim, WAH THIS LAPPY SO DAMN CHIO.
Bth her siah! -.- LOL, so thin, later sit on it on accident, then bit how?!
HEART PAIN SIAH! Thinner than a pencil leh!
So thin lappy feel so werid lah dey.
I like.. hmm, fat, small and tall one!
LOL! Okay shan't discuss about it, since I love my lappy damn much.
Fancy her getting crazy over this apple lappy.
She still scold me funny somemore.
I'm just giving a example lurr.
Hao xin mei hao bao.
T.T
Yeah, I'm crying deep inside, feeling sad.
I mean, I felt sad for others.
Their words seem so real that, it really influence me bit by bits.
Perhaps you might not understand the true thing about it,
but, the true thing is, deep inside, we care about each other.
The world is unfair; this term shouldn't be used anymore.
Everyone are borned because of their parent efforts.
If their parents are wasting their life time gambling,
you might not see their child being a rich kid when born.
Similar, toward a bigger society of life,
a richer person indeed lead the society.
I'm not gonna waste my life anymore.
Hence, the feeling I want now is being alone.
I don't wanna think of any sad things anymore.
Their words influence my mood deeply.
Hence, I shall guai guai listen and do.
1) Do you wish to do this test?
- not really, but meliza asked me to, I've no reason to reject.
2) Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend/girlfriend?
- friends are no longer important.
3) Who is the person you trust most?
- prehaps darren, he is understanding and trustable.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
- prehaps not, i'm lack of everything in life.
5) How many pets do you have?
- noneeeeee.
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- eh, in what cases? as in, I really see before a rainbow after a rain.
7) What is your goal this year?
- goal ah. get to know that someone.. most importantly, promised to get top 3 with melvin and elvin. that's our goal, not only my goal.
8) Do you believe in eternity love?
- perhaps there's no such thing.
9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
- i dont know.
10) What feeling do you love most?
- up till now, being alone.
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- i doubt i'll meet my other half.
12) Do you think you are irritating?
- to them, perhaps i'm really that irritating. personally, i also feel that way too.
13) Are you lame?
- LAME? as in lame in leg or what? i'm not one legged lah dey. I'm lame in character. Hoho, i damn lame one. don't believe ask my friends.
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- kinship. w/o kinship, i'm totally nothing.
15) Do you love anime?
- er, don't scold me gay if i dun like.
16) Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words?
- EH, NO ONE TAG IN 5 WORDS EXCEPT MYSELF LEH. i shall describe myself then :P irritating, lame, retarded, dumb and most importantly, emo.
17) What have you done to please yourself?
- this thing cannot be say out der :o
18) If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
- back to primary 2, i swear i wun cause that damage again.
19) Name one person you are madly in love with.
- can't say, it's a secret.
20) What do you wish for right now ?
- holiday quickly end, and find that someone, hope that someone will talk to me.
ohyahh, btw i just wake up :P
it's 5.25p.m
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Quite alot of stuff to mention, but really lazy lah dey.
Was pia-ing maple these few days, with Gary duh.
And meet couple of good friends and got a darling -.-
He called me darling first, which I foolishly darling back?
Hah, anyway, was running huge headache last night.
Played 12-13 hours of lappy, thus end up like this.
Come out take panadol, and then guess what.
Panadol does not cure my headache. Prehaps I need to take down 3 or 4.
Argg. Then headache continues, can't sleep.
Bring my lappy to toilet to use, cause mom will kill me if she saw me playing.
And in the end, still tio caught.
I'm so dumb, to learn from my brother to play inside toilet.
I felt so foolish lah dey.
Anyway, was chatting with one retart-ed gay now.
Just kidding, he's straight, he exclaimed.
HAHA, anyway, talk to him, I really gonna die soon.
Pissed off by him lah dey -.-
Friday, May 23, 2008
Brother went KL these few days.
I wonder it will be a good omen or a bad one.
Since he's gone, no one no snatch bed with me.
Since he's gone, mom has a lower chance of nagging at us.
Which mean, I won't experience ear pain.
Cannot say much, later sister tell mom I say this and that.
HOH SISTER? :P
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Even though didn't had a chance to go to the outing,
but fortunately, I'd friends to accompany to eat!
But in fact, is I accompany them to eat I think?
Say go tiong, after that go 148, keep changing place.
Machaim sai, in the end go 148.
Okay, so after choosing for a couple of times,
they chose a place that it was raining heavily.
I've evidence to show I'm denched.
All goes to their effort.
Thanks Gary and Darren! :) ?
Upon reaching..
After reaching..
I OVERSLEPT TODAY!!!
WAS SUPPOSE TO GO CLASS OUTING!
WAHHH! ALL BRO FAULT LAH!
YESTERDAY CHAT WITH HIM UNTIL 5+ IN THE MORNING!
THEN MAKE ME CANNOT WAKE UP!!
wa.. i really damn sad now leh.
they playing now lur.
i'm like missing so much fun,
and i promised them i'll go..
so many of them are awaiting fer me..
and.. i can only say, i'm really sorry.
i regret sleeping so late, or shouldn't have slept..
i'm really sorry.
wearing class-tee make me think of really wonderful memories of class.
it make me feel excited too.
but.. I'm really SORRY!!!!!!!
tommorrow go school please don't scold me.
i also damn sad leh.
T_T
anyway doesn't make a different with me lah..
enjoy..
I HATE WEEKENDS!
I HATE HOLIDAYS!
I HATE SLEEPING!!
I HATE TALKING TO MY BRO!
I HATE MY ENVIOUS-NESS!
I HATE MY JEALOUS-Y!
I HATE MYSELF!
DILLONTANYONGCHEN, YOU REALLY FUCK-TARD SIAH,
DISAPPOINTED THEM.
Can say, quite miss it somehow.
I mean will definitely miss the chef and the laughters.
Today, is the day we serve the teachers those we've learnt.
And it was so nervous and excited for us.
First, we went to Elvin class and went to print the menu.
On the way we print the menu,
we were already reaching the place.
Suddenly, Gary said something.
Senario 1
Gary: EH, I SUDDENLY FORGOT SOMETHING LEH.
Gary: EH, I FORGOT TO BRING MY BAG!!
All: ROFL-ING. How could you forget such a big thing!
All: The most important thing you forget!
Dillon: See lah! Only you bring bag! LOL dumb siah you.
Then we laminate it, and punch a hole.
And we need a ring. We went to search for one,
and finally found..
A toy ring!
I THOUGHT OF IT ONE LEH!
Then we sit taxi back to school because we're late.
Okay, pictures for these few days! :D
Shhhh, chef cooking leh!
Must tiam tiam, and listen!
Lai lai, gather gather!
Later machaim Fresh Orange leh!
FO = Fuck off
Chef commenting leh!
Fork & Spoon!
don't know why Ms Chong don't like it.
I mean don't know her lah,
but ours is like so perfect leh.
The soup is machaim so good lah,
even the other groups come taste ;x
Bhb abit lahs.
I mean I love it alot.
Wohoo! Ok lah, then the fish is quite alrighty.
But she say the fish too salty,
and too watery, as in the chap.
I put little der lur, then Darren say,
put more put more.
Then chef come,
*POUR EVERYTHING"
MACHAIM SAI LAH HIM!!
In the end, tio shoot watery by him again.
But, everytime he pour it -.-
!@#$%^&*
Machaim sai him!
The dessert, wahh, machaim sai also.
He so ass siah.
Senario 2
Dillon: Eh, don't throw away this mango skin, later I wan put design one.
Dillon: Eh, I put back the skin to the box first ah.
Darren: Okay lur.
*Chef come over*
Chef: Clean this, ah good. Clean that. Eh, why this mango skin over here?
Chef: Throw away.
*Chef threw my mango skin, let it fly?*
*Darren laughing so loud*
Dillon: Eh WTF LAH! HOW CAN HE THROW MY MANGO SKIN!
Dillon: KAOZ EH!!
Darren like siao gina, keep laughing and use that to shoot me.
Anyway, Ms Chong comment it nice overall.
Tomorrow class outing leh!
HAHA, I thought friday, so I'm not mentally prepared yet.
I haven't buy bermudus.
SO I HAVE TO WEAR PE SHORT TOMORROW!
-.- and go school then change class-tee.
I'm awaiting for tomorrow outing!